Posted by
Michele
at
3:38 PM
Labels:
dessert,
vegetarian
Originally posted here on March 31, 2011 as "This Isn't a Food Blog"
This morning, I dropped the kids off at my in-laws for their weekly visit. The
kids LOVE this visit. When I say "Let's go to Uita and Grandpa's!",
immediately, they both start "talking". Maya says "shoes! shoes!" and Bobby
walks to the coat closet. I take out shoes and coats and they vie for who gets
to sit in my lap first to get ready. Today was no different. I shoe and coat
them, and get them in the car, promising that if they keep their shoes on, they
can walk from the car to my in-laws' house. This is for Bobby more than Maya,
since she keeps her shoes on. We get there and, of course, both kids have shoes
on and I have to make good on my promise. Did I mention it had drizzled and
everything was wet?
I get Bobby out first and have perfected the art of
keeping him inbetween the car and I while I get Maya out. And then they are
both down, one on each hand. And we are, the three of us, walking down the walk
to the front door. It was a surreal moment and, I confess, I almost cried. I
mean, really, when they were born almost 19 months ago, so very early, this was
something I had a hard time imagining. And now, they are walking, dragging me
by the hand, a second away of saying "Mom, let go- I'm too big to hold your
hand."
When I left, I had planned to do my run first (instead of after
cleaning). I have my first (of four) childbirth education classes tonight (for
my coursework) and have things to get ready. I didnt want to feel hampered. In
order to get everything done, I actually stripped beds on Monday, dusted
bedrooms on Tuesday, and made sure to scrub counters last night. I didnt love
fitting the extra into already busy days, but I would have loved not being able
to run or get my stuff together for tonight even less. So, I drove to a park I
ran through in the beginning of my running, a year ago... A path that was SO
hard. And, it wasnt so hard today. Funny how that works...
I did a 5
mile (at a 5mph pace). And, I'm embarrassed to admit it, but I've fallen into
an elevated category of runners.... I peed on myself. I know. I cant believe
I'm actually typing that. But it happened. At first, it was this little
"oops!" and then, I'm like "DAMMIT! I actually have peed a little bit!" But, I
channeled Sarah who would have said something (I'm sure) like "Hey, it's raining
and you've already peed... Finish your run." So I did. Wet pants and all. I
know... I'm embarrassed... But it's true. You cant make stuff like this up. Of
course, getting in the car, I sat on my (waterproof) running jacket... just in
case my body had more surprises in store (which it didnt).
After my
shower and lunch, I cleaned a little, but my heart wasnt into it. (Maybe the
whole peed-on-self thing, I dont know...) I wanted to bake. But I wanted it to
be sort of healthy... Like peanut butter cookies! Wait... Peter doesnt like
peanut butter cookies... So, a lightbulb moment. What about chocolate hazelnut
cookies! You know... chocolate hazelnut... Nutella... Mmmm... I looked around
at several different recipes online and finally found one that I could easily
modify.
These bad boys come in at only 50 calories a pop. And they are
50 deliciously worth it calories. You only put a little bit of "dough" but it
expands to become a large, thin cookie. SO.GOOD. Seriously.
Chocolate Hazelnut Cookies
4oz snack cup (111g) unsweetened
applesauce
1/2c Nutella (chocolate-hazelnut
spread)
1/2c plus 1/8c all purpose flour
1/4c plus 1/8c whole wheat flour
Mix all the ingredients together. Using a tablespoon,
spoon out egg shaped dollops onto a cookie sheet sprayed with no-cal spray.
Bake at 325 degrees for 9 minutes.
I know it is hard, but let them cool for 1 minute before
devouring them. Really... They are worth it. They are thinner cookies and are
a pain to get off the cookie sheet, but it doesnt matter. They are out of this
world!! Really... They are that good. (36 cookies/50c
each)
(want a modification? for the flour, do 1/3c each of
regular AP, whole wheat, and hazelnut and omit the vanilla. ups to calories for
52c per cookie (36 cookies). Totally delicious!!)
Peter's going to be happy when he gets home. In answer
to his "are there snacks???" question (because, he's obviously starving away and
I never, ever send him to work with lunch AND snacks...), I can say "Actually,
there are... But you wouldnt like them." And, while I smile, he'll grab the
cookie tin from my hand and rip into them and say... "DELICIOUS!!!" or some
variation thereof... At least, he'd better say something like that!
But, it isnt a food blog... I swear... Just a blog by
someone who loves food... L.O.V.E.S. it...
(And, in happy news, I've broken the 180 barrier...
This morning, the scale read 179.5! Only 9.5 pounds until my goal of Peter's
weight!!)